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Monday, June 27, 2011

Am I Ready For The Big Time?


This past weekend, some of my buddies and I decided to leave our humble abode in Long Beach and venture off to Hollywood to hang out. This was not a regular weekend in Hollywood, the BET Music Awards was happening simultaneously. As we passed by several scantly clad women and expensive cars, I begin to ask myself "Do you think you are ready for all of this?". Am I ready to be a light in this environment teeming with temptation around every corner. I am a firm believer that I am supposed to be used by God in this realm, but sometimes I wonder if I can be as strong in theses dark environments as I am when surrounded by other believer's in our little Christian bubbles. Well, God knows if I'm ready or not. What's crazy is I feel like I'm closer than I've ever been to "blowing up". Seriously, all it would take is the right connect, to be seen by the right person/people and my life would be dramatically altered forever. It's both a scary and an exciting thought. I guess we'll just see what happens.

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